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  Nikko shoved her sweater off her shoulders and down her arms.

  She locked gazes with Miles as Nikko cupped her breasts under her tank top.

  “We want you and need you, baby. Please let us stay and make love to you.”

  She swallowed hard and felt the tears fill her eyes.

  “I need you both, too. I was so scared,” she said, her lip quivering.

  Miles leaned forward and kissed her lips softly.

  “We were, too,” he said against her lips. She cupped his cheek and then ran her hands through his hair.

  “Let’s see what’s soon going to be ours,” Nikko whispered, then lifted her tank top up and over her head, tossing it across the kitchen. He undid the clip to her bra and tossed that next.

  “God, you’re beautiful.”

  Miles slowly laid her down over the island, her legs still spread around Nikko’s thighs.

  Nikko ran the palms of his hands up her skirt and then stopped.

  “Holy shit.”

  “What?” Miles asked as he licked the tip of her nipple while he cupped her other breast.

  She looked up at both of them, her breasts full and plump, nipples hard as pebbles, and skin soft as silk.

  “I thought you might be feeling exactly as I am,” she said, her voice quivering as a blush of pink appeared over her chest and neck. She was trying to be so sexy, and he adored her for it.

  Nikko stared at her, biting the inside of his cheek. So much went through his head. How much he adored her already, and what she meant to him and how scared he was today at almost losing her. But he wouldn’t overwhelm her with his possessive thoughts. He would show her how much she mattered and how deeply he felt for her. He stared at her more intensely, and she pulled her bottom lip between her teeth. His cock hardened against the crotch of his pants.

  “I’m going to show you how right you were, baby.”

  He shoved her skirt up and spread her thighs over his shoulders as he bent down and licked her from ass to pussy.

  She didn’t even bother with panties. She wants us, and I want her.

  * * * *

  Suzette moaned aloud at the way Nikko attacked her cunt. She held onto Miles’s head as he licked and nipped her breasts until the need to kiss him overwhelmed her.

  “Miles.” She raised her voice, and he released her breast and tilted his head up toward her.

  They locked gazes.

  “Oh!” she moaned again as Nikko added fingers to her cunt and alternated tongue and digit.

  “I want you,” she said in a shaky voice and then pulled him by his head and hair until his lips touched hers.

  Everything about these two men aroused her. The feel of his hard muscular cheeks beneath her soft palms, the width and girth of Nikko’s shoulders as her thighs hung up and over them while he ate at her cunt. Everything about them, their bulk, their confidence and superiority, was so incredibly arousing she felt the tiny spasms from her gut to her pussy.

  Nikko moaned, and she attacked Miles’s lips.

  She never felt so alive, so sexy and wild. She wondered how she looked right now to them, spread out over the island in her kitchen, skirt up to her waist, topless and ready for cock.

  When Nikko removed his fingers, she wanted to complain as she released Miles’s lips.

  “Bedroom. Now,” Nikko commanded firmly before she could make her demands known.

  Before she could digest his tone and the hunger in his eyes, Miles was lifting her up and pulling her into his arms. She straddled his waist and laid her head on his shoulder, absorbing his cologne, the scent of soap, and the feel of muscles as he headed toward her bedroom. She licked and kissed his skin, sucked at the flesh as she moved her pussy up and down against his belly muscles. She wanted them both naked like her. Now.

  Behind her, Nikko caressed her ass under her skirt and let his fingers tease her cunt.

  She lifted up, feeling so needy she would ride his fingers if he thrust them up into her right now. She felt aroused, sexy, confident, and in such need of these two men it was nearly frightening.

  She pulled back as Miles stopped and looked around her bedroom.

  She went as far as lighting some candles, dimming the lights, and spraying her favorite perfume around the room.

  Maybe it was to convince herself that this was okay. Wanting for two men she only just met recently to fuck her at the same time. A ménage? She was out of her fucking mind.

  Nikko caressed her hair as he inhaled.

  “I love how you smell. The scent in this room, and the candles. Everything, baby.” She smiled and then looked at Miles.

  He kissed her forehead and then her nose.

  “Tonight you become our woman.”

  * * * *

  Nikko undressed and lay on the bed as Miles set Suzette’s feet down onto the rug and kissed her while he pushed her skirt the rest of the way off her. He explored her body with the palms of his hands as he used his tongue to explore her mouth. She was moaning and grabbing at him until he released her lips. Barefoot, naked, breasts full and aroused, she looked like a little angel.

  “You’re so beautiful,” he whispered, then twirled one of her long, brown locks with his finger and released it, watching it bounce back up and against her breast.

  She placed her hands on his hips and looked his chest over. He felt it to his core, to his heart, and knew after tonight that he would never be the same man again.

  “I want to taste you,” she whispered, her voice quivering. The moment Nikko touched her from behind, she tightened up.

  “Easy, baby. It’s just the three of us. You, me, and Nikko, making love, fulfilling this hunger we’re all feeling inside.”

  She gently kissed Miles’s chest and then around his ribs to his belly. “I never did anything like this before. I feel so out of control and scared, uncertain that this could be a huge mistake. But I want both of you. I need both of you so much that it’s killing me inside.”

  Miles ran his fingers through her hair as her warm breath collided against his skin, making his cock spring up and against her.

  She stopped a moment and tilted her head up toward him.

  Nikko continued to caress her back and then her ass as he sat on the edge of the bed behind her.

  “We have all night, baby. All night to explore and to possess one another. Your lips feel incredible. I want to feel your mouth on me everywhere.”

  “I want that, too,” she said and then licked her lips as he gently guided her head and hair lower. She understood what he wanted, and when her lips touched the tip of his cock, he felt immediately ready to explode.

  “Holy fuck,” he growled out, gripping the sheets then reaching for her, slowly pressing his cock between her wet lips. Her nails dug into his hips and ass as she took his cock deeper into her soft, little, wet mouth.

  As she pulled back, preparing to begin to suck him in and out of her mouth, Nikko did something behind her.

  She gasped, squeezed him on the ass, and sucked more of Miles into her mouth.

  When he pried open his eyes, nearly unable to stand the feel of her mouth trying to take half of his cock in, he locked gazes with Nikko over her shoulder.

  He was thrusting his fingers into her cunt. She was bending over more, giving Nikko better access to her cunt and hopefully her ass. They would fuck that ass of hers soon enough. He had his eyes on it since the night they met.

  He stepped slightly back, and she followed, bending over further.

  “Spread those thighs, baby. I want to explore all of you,” Nikko commanded, and she didn’t hesitate. She parted her feet and held onto Miles, sucking and stroking his cock, trying to bring the thick, long muscle further into her mouth but unsuccessfully.

  Miles chuckled while he caressed her hair from her face, pulling the long, thick locks into a makeshift ponytail with his fist.

  “That feels so good, Suzette. Your moans of pleasure are vibrating against my cock and driving me fucking wild.”

/>   She jerked a moment, and one look over her shoulder and she saw Nikko nearly squatting behind her and licking her back there.

  “What’s Nikko doing, baby? Is he tasting your sweet cream? Is he getting your tight, little ass ready for cock?”

  She pulled from his cock and moaned as she closed her eyes. She shivered and shook.

  “Holy fuck, she’s coming,” Nikko stated aloud as he pumped his fingers into her from behind.

  Miles grabbed her face between his hands and made her focus on him.

  “What is he doing to you, baby? Tell me.” He gave her face a little squeeze, being sure to avoid the bruises, and stared at her intently.

  “Oh God, he’s—oh, he’s pressing fingers in both holes. He’s—”

  She grabbed onto Miles and growled against his chest.

  Miles pressed against her hard, and when he felt her tongue then teeth pull his nipple, he moaned.

  “I need in. Now.”

  * * * *

  Suzette was teetering on the edge of the unknown. She never knew such pleasure as this, and such intensity and desire. She wanted them everywhere and in every hole. Meanwhile she never considered anal sex in her life.

  In a flash, Nikko was pulling fingers from her body, and Miles was turning her around in his arms.

  He leaned over her shoulder, his strong vise grip of an arm wrapped around her, under her breasts, and tight. She never felt so safe, so perfect.

  Then her eyes locked onto Nikko. He was putting a condom on, spreading his thighs wide, and watching her.

  “I need you.”

  She suddenly felt scared again. Uncertain about having sex with two men at once, yet so damn needy and filled with desire she knew she wanted both of them.

  Miles lifted her up and placed her on top of Nikko and into his open arms.

  They hugged one another, and he kissed her again while his palms explored her back and her ass. She could feel her pussy drip all over him. Even her ass tightened and buzzed with need. It was so freaky and just natural with both men.

  Nikko was so big and thick that her thighs were spread wide over him, and she could hardly straddle his waist fully. Her thighs were quivering, and when he released her lips and lifted her higher so that he could suckle a breast, she moaned, tilted her head back, and then moved up and down on his belly and chest.

  When Miles began to caress her ass and stroke a finger down her spine and between her crack, she moaned.

  With both men sucking and touching her so intimately, she felt on the verge of breaking.

  “Please. Oh, please do something.”

  Nikko released her breast and nipple with a “plop” and then grabbed a hold of her hips. He gave them a squeeze before he released her.

  “I’m ready if you are, baby,” he said, then placed a condom on. “Yes,” she whispered, holding his gaze. He lifted her up, and she eased her pussy down over his cock. For a moment she thought about telling them that she was on the pill and that they didn’t need protection. But then there was this fear in the back of her mind about trusting them fully. She didn’t really know them. This could just be a case of lust induced by a life-and-death situation. Any relationship based on such intensity and shock would surely fail in the long run.

  Her thoughts halted when she felt Miles’s tongue lick between the crack of her ass and over her anus.

  “Oh God. I’ve never…”

  Nikko thrust his cock up into her deeply, making her lose her breath and grab onto his shoulders. He thrust up and down while she felt Miles licking her anus and spreading her ass cheeks with his large palms.

  Would he fit in there? He was so big. Wouldn’t he tear her flesh?

  “Easy, baby. We’re going to go nice and slow. Don’t you worry. We know what we’re doing and we’re going to take good care of you,” Miles whispered then kissed her neck and sucked on a delicate spot there, making her pussy leak more cream and lubricate Nikko’s thrusts.

  She fell under their spell and began riding Nikko, taking him in, feeling every wonderful inch of his cock move in and out of her body and claim her soul.

  That thought shocked her and made her pause until the feel of a thick, hard digit pushed into her ass, sending her skyrocketing forward. But Nikko was holding tight and chose that moment to thrust up and deep, making her scream his name.

  Her breasts bounced, and her ass burned, but somehow she became more aroused.

  “She’s ready,” Nikko informed Miles in what sounded like a growl. She looked down at him, panting, trying to focus and digest all these foreign sensations.

  “Come here,” he said, pulling her by the back of her hair and head, bringing her face closer to his. She placed her hand over his and held his gaze right before he covered her lips and kissed her deeply.

  She went willingly, allowed his dominance and control. When their lips touched, their tongues battled for control, and every part of her knew that she would never be the same after this. The feel of her breasts pressed against his warm, hard chest, and the way he used his hand to hold her head in place and his mouth to devour her moans became addicting. She attacked his mouth and kissed him with vigor, letting him know how much she adored the taste of him and being here with them.

  Nikko held her hair and head firmly, his other hand, palm flat over her lower back, keeping her in place with his cock deep up into her cunt.

  Miles pulled his finger from her ass after pumping into it three times. She felt the loss, the tingling need in there, when suddenly he replaced his finger with his cock.

  She was so wet, so aroused, moisture seemed to pour from her cunt. Her legs spread wider, naturally, in preparation for what was to come, and slowly Miles pressed deeper.

  Nikko held tighter, nearly crushing her to him and drowning out her moans with his mouth and tongue until Miles was fully in her ass.

  Nikko released her mouth and held her gaze.

  “You are ours. We’re never going to let you go.”

  In an instant, fear, arousal, confusion, perfection, joy, every emotion possible flashed into her heart, body, and soul.

  “Oh God,” she said, and they began.

  Thrusting, sucking, squeezing, they fucked her ass and pussy with power and purpose. She was never so in tune to her body, its deep, dark desire to be claimed so carnally like this, but she identified it immediately. This was what was missing in her life, in her previous lover. She knew nothing of sex but the basics. Missionary style, in and out until the man reached his fulfillment. Not with Miles and Nikko. No, with them there was pleasure, almost pain but good pain, deep pain, as the walls she built up over the years were being slowly torn down. It was arousing and emotional. She screamed again and again as her body convulsed with an amazing orgasm. She thought both men would follow, but no, they just kept going, stroking, thrusting, kissing and sucking whatever they could reach. She was like a rag doll between them, losing focus, energy, and she realized they were taking her soul, her heart, her everything.

  “Oh, Miles. Oh, Nikko.”

  “Fuck!” Nikko yelled out and then thrust upward hard. He exploded inside of her, and she screamed another release, grabbing onto his shoulders. She thrust her ass back, wanting to bring Miles pleasure, and the slap to her ass came out of nowhere.

  “Oh!” she screamed, and somehow that smack made her come some more. He did it again.

  Smack.

  “Oh!” she moaned, and he grabbed her hips with both hands and thrust into her three more times before he held himself deep in her ass and came with a roar.

  She collapsed against Nikko’s large, hard chest, her drool probably hitting his skin, and she didn’t care. She’d never experienced anything like this before.

  They caressed her, and Miles massaged her ass as he slowly pulled from it.

  She felt the loss of him inside of her. It tugged at her heart.

  Then she felt his lips kiss each ass cheek then caress her thighs before he walked away.

  Nikko moved his hand o
ver her shoulder and back, up to her neck, and she looked up toward him.

  He was such an intense, hard man, but right now, his dark eyes sparkled and a small smile formed on his lips.

  “You are quite the little surprise, Suzette.”

  She lowered her cheek to his chest as he rolled her to her side and pulled gently from her body.

  She moaned and watched him move away.

  She couldn’t help but to be shocked at the loss she felt. How had she become so instantly attached to these two men? It was the best sex she ever had. That had to be the reason. But as Miles came over to her with a washcloth and began to clean her intimate parts, her fearful, pessimistic mind reared its ugly head.

  This can’t be real. They can’t be this perfect. If I give them my heart, if I fall for all of this and allow their control and they turn out to be untrustworthy or worse, abusive, then what?

  She felt the tears in the back of her eyes despite Nikko’s return and him pulling her into his arms and against his chest.

  Miles got in behind her, wrapped an arm over her belly, and cuddled close.

  Two men who liked to cuddle after sex? How can this be? She questioned everything. But she was so tired, so filled with emotion and uncertainty, she closed her eyes and allowed sleep to overtake her.

  Her last thoughts before she fell asleep were, either I’ve made the biggest mistake of my life, or I’ve made the best decision of my life. I’m at a crossroads here, and I don’t know what the outcome will be or if I’m ready to risk everything. What if they hurt me? I would never survive abuse from such big, resourceful, authoritative, demanding men. I shouldn’t have let lust lead me. I made a mistake. Now what?

  Both men simultaneously kissed her. Nikko kissed her forehead and held her firmly against his chest, while Miles kissed the back of her head and pressed his cock against her ass, arousing her again despite the exhaustion she felt.

  I’ll worry about it tomorrow, when reality strikes home and the consequences rear their ugly heads. Tonight, I’ll enjoy their embrace, their arms of security and compassion. A tear leaked from her eye, and she quickly wiped it away.