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  Her lips parted. “Hill.” She blinked her eyes shyly.

  He lifted his hips. “No, you do it. You start, woman, and I’ll finish.” He lifted up to press his lips to her forehead. She reached under, touched his cock, making him jerk, before she lowered her hot, tight, cunt over his dick, making him close his eyes and moan. “Holy God, baby. Take me. Ride me and show me you feel it, too.”

  Autumn was shaking so hard. She couldn’t believe they were letting her lead. What man did that? Didn’t they all want complete control, power over her in every way? She didn’t understand it, but she felt empowered by it. As she lowered her cunt over Hill’s thick, long cock, she moaned, felt the connection like nothing she ever felt before, and she knew this was different. This was good. She wanted to suddenly show Hill, show his brothers how strong she was. How empowered they were making her, and she began to thrust and ride him good and fast.

  “Jesus, look at her tits. Holy fuck, I’m going to come before I’m even inside of her,” Aldreck said and he reached over and cupped her breast.

  “I can’t take it. Fuck, baby. My turn,” Hill said and he shocked her as he rolled her to the side and began to thrust into her deeper, faster, making her come so hard she screamed out his name.

  “Hill!”

  “Autumn! Autumn, you’re mine. Mine!” he exclaimed and came inside of her. He was kissing her all over her body. He even suckled her nipple hard and then released it, kissed along her belly, her ribs, then to her belly and the belly ring before he eased up.

  “My turn,” Aldreck said, and he moved between her legs, pulled her to the edge of the bed, and held her gaze.

  “Baby, you have got to be the sexiest woman I’ve ever laid eyes on. I’m going to rock your world.” He winked before he slid his thick hard cock right into her cunt. She gasped and held on to his shoulders, ran her fingers through his hair as he stroked into her cunt. She gripped his head, felt all his muscles, the hardness of his body, the size of him as she pressed her thighs against his sides and he rammed into her. “You’re mine forever, Autumn. Forever,” he said as he suckled her neck, cupped her breast, and pinched the nipple. She was moaning and panting for breath as he lifted up and came with a roar. He shook and then slid her arms up above her head as he pulled out of her, locked her wrists together, scaring her slightly until he began to lick and kiss her everywhere his lips could go. From her neck to each breast, to her ribs, tickling her and making her squeal and giggle as he nibbled on her hip bone, and then he licked her pussy, suckled against her inner groin as she panted, ready for more.

  “My turn,” Flex said, and she tried to catch her breath when the sight of Flex, naked, filled with muscles, looking so big he could crush her had her nibbling her bottom lip. As soon as Aldreck released her, Flex stepped between her legs, gripping one ankle on her right side, and slid it up to the edge of the mattress. The move spread her wide open to him. His other thigh kept her left thigh open, too.

  His thick, long cock stood at attention. These men were big all over, and she prayed she could satisfy them.

  “My sexy little goddess,” he said, and trailed a finger along her lips and pressed the digit into her mouth. She knew what he wanted, and she sucked it in, held his gaze. “We are going to have one hell of a weekend to kick off this relationship, baby,” he said, holding her gaze and releasing that finger out of her mouth. He stroked along her chest to her nipple on the right side, and he pinched it and tugged.

  She thrusted her hips upward. “Flex.”

  “Autumn,” he replied in a tease. His brothers chuckled.

  He moved that finger to her cunt and pressed a digit up into her. When she felt his thumb glide along her asshole and push, she gasped. “Flex.”

  “In a ménage, with four lovers, every hole will be filled with cock. Will be claimed by us,” he said and licked his lips as he used the cream from her pussy to press over her asshole. As a finger slid in, she panted, closed her eyes, and moaned.

  “Holy fuck. We gotta get her nice and wet for that, Flex,” Manderine said.

  “She will be, and you and I will take her there together. Then Hill, then Aldreck, too. A cock in every hole. How does that sound, Autumn?” he asked as he pumped his fingers into her asshole and her cunt.

  “Oh God!” She cried out and came.

  “Fuck,” Flex said and pulled his fingers from her body and slid his cock right into her cunt. He thrust all the way in, taking her breath away, and then he moaned. “Heaven. I’m in heaven,” he said and that was it. He thrust and stroked into her over and over again, and she felt her body erupt as thoughts of them taking her together filled her mind and she was begging for more.

  “More. Oh God, I want it all. I want to feel more,” she said and he came inside of her.

  “Fuck. Manderine, Aldreck,” he ordered. She was lifted up off of Flex, and Manderine thrust into her cunt from behind. She cried out her release and felt desperate, absolutely desperate for more. Hill disappeared, and then Manderine was stroking into her hard and fast. He pulled out as Hill lay on the bed, stroking his cock and watching her. But then Manderine was licking her cunt from behind and spreading cream over her asshole. He slid a finger into her asshole, and she felt her cunt tighten up and moaned and rocked back against him.

  “Sweet Jesus, she’s fired up. Let’s do this. Let’s claim her fully right now,” Flex said. Manderine lifted her onto Hill’s hips, and she lowered her cunt right over his dick and rode him.

  She felt wild, needy as she thrust and thrust then felt Manderine’s finger slide into her asshole. “Oh God!” She cried out another release, and he pulled the finger out, slid cream over it again and again, and her head began to spin.

  “Baby.” Aldreck cupped her cheeks and brought her mouth to his cock. She knew what was coming and she wanted it. She felt out of control and wild with need. She opened as she bent to the side and began to suck on Aldreck’s cock.

  Behind her Manderine thrust fingers faster and faster, and she felt so wet, so crazy. A moment later he pulled out. She pushed back. “Don’t worry, baby. I got it right here for you,” Manderine said. She felt the tip of his thick cock at her asshole, and then he pushed into her.

  “Relax those muscles, woman. You’re ours. We got you. Let go,” Flex ordered as he caressed her back and her ass. They were all surrounding her. Three cocks inside of her and she was trying to keep up when Manderine pushed all the way until she felt the plop sensation, and then all of them moaned. She could hardly concentrate on sucking Aldreck’s cock, but he helped by gripping her hair and head, caressing her and rocking his hips. Hill was thrusting upward, holding her hips in place as Manderine spread her ass cheeks wider and then came in her ass.

  “Holy fuck,” he roared.

  “Me,” Flex said, and then she felt herself losing focus when Flex took his place and slid into her asshole next.

  “I’m there,” Aldreck said and he came in her mouth. She suckled and then pulled back as Hill and Flex thrust into her deeper, faster. Hill came next and Flex followed. The sounds of them all moaning, panting for air filled the bed. She fell against Hill as Flex slid his cock from her asshole then bent down and kissed her ass cheeks before giving them a slap.

  Smack.

  She gasped and they chuckled.

  “Goddamn, our little peanut packs one hell of a fucking punch,” Flex said.

  She closed her eyes as Hill eased his cock from her body and pulled her against his chest. He caressed her hair and rubbed her back as Aldreck returned from her bathroom with a washcloth and a towel. As he began to clean her up she gasped, lifted up, and grabbed it. “Oh God. I’m sorry. I’ll take care of that,” she said and reached out, but Aldreck scrunched his eyes together and stopped her.

  “No. That’s our job to take care of you.”

  “What?” she asked and thought about the times Conner left her on the bed, the floor, in pain from the rough way he took her, and then struck her and demanded she clean herself up before com
ing to bed.

  She blinked the tears away, and Hill touched her. “Autumn.”

  She started to climb off the bed, but Hill lifted her up into his arms. He rolled her to her back and covered her with his big, heavy body, using his forearms to hold himself above her to not crush her. She was shocked by his quickness.

  “We are not him. Whatever that dick demanded, whatever just popped into your head, get rid of it. It doesn’t belong here with us and what we just shared. What we are building starting tonight.”

  “I’m sorry, Hill.”

  He shook his head. “No. No need to be sorry. You’ll learn to trust us, to trust your gut, your heart, and know we aren’t him. What he did to you, said to you was to control you. We don’t want to control you, Autumn. We want to love you.”

  The tears fell. He rolled to the side, and she clung to him.

  “I want that. I want that with all of you. I panicked when Aldreck started to clean me up. Connor would demand I clean up after sex. After he was rough and I couldn’t even walk, and—”

  “Shhh, baby, don’t. You don’t need to explain,” Aldreck said and caressed her thigh. She looked at them. At Manderine and Flex who looked angry and stood there with their boxers on.

  “I want you to know. I feel like if I tell you, then it wipes the memories clean. Maybe? I don’t know. Maybe I’m wrong. I don’t know.”

  “Shhh, you don’t need to analyze it. Not with us. We want you. You’ve made a commitment to us tonight as we made one to you. We’re your guardians, sweetie. Your lovers, your men. Remember that every time that dick pops into your head, you think of us and what we have. What we’re building,” Aldreck told her. She nodded her head.

  “Close your eyes and rest. Round two begins shortly,” Hill said, and she cuddled close, closed her eyes, and drifted off to sleep.

  Flex and Manderine were in the living room. They went to get something to drink.

  “I feel fucking wired,” Flex said to Manderine as Flex ran his hand along his jaw and looked around the place.

  “I know what you mean. Part of me wants to hunt this dick down and kill him. Take that fear out of her eyes. Make him disappear forever.”

  “I can do that. Hill and I can do that.”

  “And risk what? Jail time? Hurting Autumn? We can’t do that, but we can protect her here in Cherry Hill. Shay and them know what’s going on. They have precautions in place, and we will do the same, but we can’t investigate. It would point here, and since that dick wasn’t kicked off the force in Connecticut, then he’ll have access to things soon enough.”

  “Fuck. I just don’t want her feeling pain.”

  “Flex, we made love to her together. She let her guard down and trusted us to love her, to be her men, her guardians. We’re going to build a life with her here. Maybe have a family, have normal fucking things we thought we’d never have. This is only just the beginning, and there’s going to be a lot to deal with. A lot to learn, and we need to still be patient with her.”

  “I get all that. I think that’s why I’m so shocked at how deeply I feel for her. How protective and possessive I feel. We took her hard. Do you think she’ll be okay? She’s so small compared to us.”

  “I think she’ll be okay. We’ll make sure of it. She was meant for us, and we’re meant for her. Let’s go back in there. I get the feeling it’s going to take making love to her several more times to get it all to sink in. She’s our woman, Flex. Ours,” Manderine said and squeezed his brother’s shoulder.

  Chapter 5

  Aunt May was putting away the food shopping when the house phone rang. She nearly dropped the quart of milk as she answered and then fumbled with the container and the bread.

  “Hello?”

  “Hello, is this May McCainely?” May scrunched her eyes together. McCainely was her maiden name.

  “Who is this?” she asked.

  “My name is Officer Cass, ma’am. I need to speak to May about a relative of hers,” he said, and she knew it was Conner Row. He somehow found out about May, and she needed to make sure she protected Autumn.

  “What is this about? Your number didn’t even come up on the caller ID,” she said to him.

  “Well, I’m calling from the Connecticut police department, ma’am. It’s important that I get in touch with anyone related to Autumn McCainely.”

  “Autumn? I don’t think I know anyone with the name Autumn.”

  “But you’re a McCainely, too?” he pushed. She figured she couldn’t lie. He could easily look up her address and information in the police computer system.

  “It’s my maiden name, Officer Cass. I don’t think I can help you though. I don’t talk to anyone in the family. Haven’t for many, many years. Plus, if they’re in some kind of trouble or something, I don’t want anything to do with it.”

  “No trouble. I have a few other names of some relatives to try. I appreciate your time,” he said.

  “No problem.” She ended the call. May picked up her cell phone and called her son Keith. He was a trooper in the Pennsylvania State Police. Her other son worked locally in the police department, and the other two were nearby, as well.

  “Keith, I just got a call from Conner.”

  “What?”

  “Let me explain.”

  Conner rubbed his jaw and smiled. “You’re there, Autumn. I know you are, and if not, then that fucking aunt of yours knows. I could hear it in her voice. I should have been a fucking detective.” He rocked in the chair and contemplated his next move. He thought about what the therapist said today. About not having a session until next week. He was on probation from the department for a couple of weeks longer. He could disappear for a little bit. Take a trip down to Pennsylvania maybe. If Autumn was there, then he would bring her back to Connecticut where she belonged. The more he thought about it the better that idea became, and soon he was packing up a bag and looking up hotels near May McCainely. If May wasn’t there, then he could use May to find her. The woman was going to help him whether she liked it or not.

  Autumn stroked Manderine’s shoulder as Hill caressed her back and her ass after they all made love again. “Did this hurt a lot?” she asked Manderine as she traced the colored tattoo. It covered his shoulder and arm and disappeared toward his back. A patriotic image, the American flag, and some kind of symbol with the words death before dishonor and a skeleton wearing a beret with a symbol on it.

  He looked at her and lifted up. “Not too bad. Took some time.”

  “Did you guys get the tattoos together?” she asked and then felt Hill’s lips kiss along her hips right above her ass as he caressed up and down her thigh. She was feeling aroused all over again. They had made love multiple times, then dozed off a little and made love again. It hit her that she hadn’t had any nightmares or a disruption to her sleep at all.

  “We got them at different times,” Hill said. She leaned forward and kissed Manderine’s skin on his shoulder. He cupped her breast as she lifted up.

  “What is it?” he asked. She shook her head. She didn’t want to tell them every time she had a thought about Connor or an effect he had on her. She was grateful to not wake up scared and shaking.

  “What do you say to showers and then maybe head to our place so we can shower and change and then go out to eat?” Aldreck asked, joining them in the bedroom with Flex right beside him.

  “Do we have to?” Manderine asked and pulled her up onto his chest, squeezed her ass with the palm of his hand, and held her possessively. She cupped his cheeks and stared into his blue eyes, noticing that twinkle in them he had since they first made love.

  She chuckled. “I should take a shower.”

  Flex was next to the bed, and he caressed her ass. “Maybe a bath. Soaking a bit will help with any soreness,” he said, like a man who knew what he was talking about. It was maturity and experience that had her feeling a bit more intimidated for other reasons. They were big men, and they did take her together several times. She loved every minute of
it, and she also was trying to hide the bit of soreness she had. She was used to doing that. She eased up off of Hill and then stood up and started walking toward the bathroom. Flex grabbed her arm gently. He cupped her cheek and made her look up toward him. He was all dressed, even had his boots on, so he really towered over her right now.